ok first of all last nite my mum came literally to SELANGOR just for my b'day.. i'm not gonna lie... i really miss her although not enough to get all home sick la... so why my post today is kinda of simple?? just cause a simply complicated person like me today is sadly aging one more year... omg.. i'm 18.... anyway, today's plan is stil un certain but for all i care, today's my b'day n i have mu mum here n also half of my family... all i can say is HAPPY B'DAY TO ME... muahahaha... ok tonight b4 midnight i'll have another post just to end my b'day...
Love u all,
Nyx
Saturday, April 30, 2011
Friday, April 29, 2011
Best night of my life
i really dont wanna jinx it but seriously last night was the best night i've had... Y???
ok lets begin from 2 days ago evening... some one who are kinda distant to me had text me asking for something... so i text that some one back what that some one wanted... then that someone ask say ok i'll check it tomorrow around 10.30 pm.. so i was like ok... what ever...
Then on the next day that someone tell me lets just video conference... it's much easier n it'll save much of our prepaid... so considering the cost to text that person back n forth at minimun of 50 messages each, i told that person ok count me in... on night falls, i waited for that person to go on9 at 11 pm but that person didn't show up... but this time i wasn't hoping so honestly it didn't hurt... but it seems like that person still remember what happened 3 years ago and so that person kindly text me around midnight apologizing to me that, that person cant go on9 that night due to that person's sister was using the family broadband... so i was like oh ok... fine i dont mind...
considering my prepaid balance was SUPER low, i inbox that person saying... "hey dont push your self... we vid conf when u are working a morning shift... i dont want u using that time to go on9 when in fact u r tired... seriously i dont mind..." then that person was like "it's ok yesterday i was on morning shift but i was waiting up on my brother to finish his work.. sadly our shift was not sync so eventually it just seems like i was working a night shift" so i was like "Fine.. do wat u want but i dont wanna see u yawning when we vid conf later..."
so last night that person did kept the promise that, the person had made... i'm glad as finally there are promises that, that person can keep... so we chit-chatted all night long not just with that person but also with my BFF n her BF...
I know that u may wonder where is the best part... but honestly i cant picture it in words... the feelings, what we talked about and other stuff... but like i say it was the best night i've had with that person after for so long... i missed that person so much... but no can do... i'm here n that person is there...
ok that's all 4 today...
Love,
Nyx
P/S: tomorrow is my b'day so u better wish me or i'll kill u all hahaha... JKJKJK...
ok lets begin from 2 days ago evening... some one who are kinda distant to me had text me asking for something... so i text that some one back what that some one wanted... then that someone ask say ok i'll check it tomorrow around 10.30 pm.. so i was like ok... what ever...
Then on the next day that someone tell me lets just video conference... it's much easier n it'll save much of our prepaid... so considering the cost to text that person back n forth at minimun of 50 messages each, i told that person ok count me in... on night falls, i waited for that person to go on9 at 11 pm but that person didn't show up... but this time i wasn't hoping so honestly it didn't hurt... but it seems like that person still remember what happened 3 years ago and so that person kindly text me around midnight apologizing to me that, that person cant go on9 that night due to that person's sister was using the family broadband... so i was like oh ok... fine i dont mind...
considering my prepaid balance was SUPER low, i inbox that person saying... "hey dont push your self... we vid conf when u are working a morning shift... i dont want u using that time to go on9 when in fact u r tired... seriously i dont mind..." then that person was like "it's ok yesterday i was on morning shift but i was waiting up on my brother to finish his work.. sadly our shift was not sync so eventually it just seems like i was working a night shift" so i was like "Fine.. do wat u want but i dont wanna see u yawning when we vid conf later..."
so last night that person did kept the promise that, the person had made... i'm glad as finally there are promises that, that person can keep... so we chit-chatted all night long not just with that person but also with my BFF n her BF...
I know that u may wonder where is the best part... but honestly i cant picture it in words... the feelings, what we talked about and other stuff... but like i say it was the best night i've had with that person after for so long... i missed that person so much... but no can do... i'm here n that person is there...
ok that's all 4 today...
Love,
Nyx
P/S: tomorrow is my b'day so u better wish me or i'll kill u all hahaha... JKJKJK...
Wednesday, April 27, 2011
Can i ask you a favour?
Pls click my NUFFNANG ADDS n SAYS.MY tab every time u enter my blog pls.. really appreciate it... it's SAYS.MY tab number 1 and 2 k... thanks... while the nuffnang pls click them once a day pls thanks..
Love,
Nyx Night
Love,
Nyx Night
Thursday, April 21, 2011
song of the day: SAY IT AGAIN
This song debut on 2008 although this song can be consider old, but i do love this song even though i'm no closer then being in a relationship or even being in love 4 the time being, i just wanna say to u all that there's tons of ways to comprehend the meaning of love. so why not we just celebrate love 4 all the ridiculous reason 4 love. enjoy this song... xoxo
The thing about love
Is i never saw it coming
It kinda crept up and took me by surprise
And now there’s a voice inside my heart that’s got me wondering
Is this true, i want to hear it one more time
Move in a little closer
Take it to a whisper
Just a little louder
Say it again for me
Cuz i love the way it feels when you are telling me that i’m
The only one who blows your mind
Say it again for me
It’s like the whole world stops to listen
When you tell me you’re in love
Say it again
Thing about you is you know just how to get me
You talk about us like there’s no end in sight
The thing about me is that i really want to let you
Open that door and walk into my life
Move in a little closer
Take it to a whisper
Just a little louder
Say it again for me
Cuz i love the way it feels when you are telling me that i’m
The only one who blows your mind
Say it again for me
It’s like the whole world stops to listen
When you tell me you’re in love
And it feels like it’s the first time
That anybody's ever brought the sun without the rain
And never in my whole life
Have I heard words as beautiful as when you say my name
Say it again for me
Cuz i love the way it feels when you are telling me that i’m
The only one who blows your mind
Say it again for me
It’s like the whole world stops to listen
When you tell me you’re in love
Say it again
When you tell me you’re in love…
Say it again
Is i never saw it coming
It kinda crept up and took me by surprise
And now there’s a voice inside my heart that’s got me wondering
Is this true, i want to hear it one more time
Move in a little closer
Take it to a whisper
Just a little louder
Say it again for me
Cuz i love the way it feels when you are telling me that i’m
The only one who blows your mind
Say it again for me
It’s like the whole world stops to listen
When you tell me you’re in love
Say it again
Thing about you is you know just how to get me
You talk about us like there’s no end in sight
The thing about me is that i really want to let you
Open that door and walk into my life
Move in a little closer
Take it to a whisper
Just a little louder
Say it again for me
Cuz i love the way it feels when you are telling me that i’m
The only one who blows your mind
Say it again for me
It’s like the whole world stops to listen
When you tell me you’re in love
And it feels like it’s the first time
That anybody's ever brought the sun without the rain
And never in my whole life
Have I heard words as beautiful as when you say my name
Say it again for me
Cuz i love the way it feels when you are telling me that i’m
The only one who blows your mind
Say it again for me
It’s like the whole world stops to listen
When you tell me you’re in love
Say it again
When you tell me you’re in love…
Say it again
Tuesday, April 19, 2011
12 years father-less
On tuesday, February '99, a family consist of a father, a mother and a daughter. she was approximately 5 years n 10 month old. it was evening around 4 to 5.30 pm local time. her parents just picked her up from her nursery... they were very happy that evening just like every other evening they had for as long as the little girl can remember.
But that evening was different, even the atmosphere was different. the happiness was odd in a way. but what would a 5 year old could possibly know? she would think that fairy tale book can be brought into the church just cause she dab her finger in to the holy water n sign her book cover with a cross ans she would think that she'll have her parents together with her 4ever...
Reaching home, around 6pm she was her parents main priority. she was first bathe and fed b4 her parents bathe them selves. maybe u call it instinct or even premonition or what ever u would call it.
But the main point is the little girl felt something was not right. due to her age she's not mature enough to recognize that feeling so instead of saying it out loud, she behave badly sabahan say 'batabiat' she didn't want her mum to dress her. all she wanted was her daddy. patiently her dad dress her. then her dad change his clothing and told his wife that he's going back to their office cause he have a badminton training that he had promised his friends to go through with.
His wife forbid him to go especially when he was getting down with a fever earlier that day. while the little girl still continue pasturing her dad wanting him with her through the night. in other words she's very clingy to her dad that night. but still her dad went away.
Normally for every other school night, her mother never let her stay up past 9pm but that day was again different. cause the moment her dad steps out of the house earlier that evening, the house was surprisingly feels empty. around 10pm, their neighbor's son which is also the little girl's cousin, knock the door.
Feeling almost relief, the little girl rush to the door saying YAY, DADDY'S HOME!!! but with utter disappointment, all she sees was her cousin. Her cousin was asking for the little girl's mother. so she ran and get her. still clinging to her mother, her cousin broke the news saying "Aunty, Uncle is in the hospital. My dad is waiting for you in the front porch to take you and mama (the little girl's grandmother) to the hospital"
The little girl's mother rush to the living room waking up her mother and her sister-in-law telling them what had happen. the little girl wanted to follow her mother to the hospital but her mother didn't allow her instead, her mother ask her sister-in-law to take good care of her daughter 4 her in her absence. the little girl was puzzled wondering where could her mother be going in the darkest of night with out her father and why hadn't her daddy come back yet. tired of waiting, for both her parents to come home, she slept in her aunt's room with the light on.
few minutes past midnight the little girl was abruptly awaken cause someone shoke her body like a maracas. in a total confusion, she woke up seeing her mother with a damp eyes and gathering up all the courage that she had to tell her unknowingly little girl that her daddy has passed. so her mother say to her, "YOUR DADDY'S GONE, HE'S WITH JESUS NOW IN HEAVEN". she didn't understand what her mother said then. from her aunt's room, she can hear people talking in the living room. still in a sleepy daze, she got off her bed and went straight for the living room there she sees her daddy lying down in the middle of the living room in front of a lot of people. her basics reflexes was, "daddy wake up, why are u sleeping here in front of these people? come lets get into the bedroom with mommy and get a proper rest. i've been waiting for you all night what's taking you so long to come home?" but yet her father did not move a muscle. the little girl literally broke each and every one of the villagers' heart that was there that night.
still confuse, she went to her mother who was holding her self up just to make sure she did not break down in front of every one especially her daughter. the little girl ask her mother, "MOMMY WHY ISN'T DADDY WAKING UP?" the only thing her mother could answer her was "DADDY IS VERY TIRED. LET HIM SLEEP THERE IT'S OK."
3 days later...
it was friday morning when her father was to be burried in the comunity cemetery. the little girl, her mother, her uncle, and her 2 grandmothers went into the hearse while the others followed the hearse from behind. before the hearse made it's move, the little girl wispered to her daddy saying, "DADDY DON'T WORRY I'M GONNA MAKE SURE THAT U REACH YOUR NEW HOUSE SAFELY DON'T BE AFRAID. I'M NOT CAUSE I'M YOUR BIG GIRL".
so they went for a ride around her father's favourite spot such as his work place, his car workshop, and around the village. they also scattered some fake money along the way.
right b4 afternoon her dad's body was safely burried and they all went home.
the vilagers thought that the little girl wouldn't understand the situation and the condition that she was in. in fact just as soon as she said those words in the hearse earlier that day, she already knew what's her duty, condition and situation. now that she was fatherless, her duty was to protect and take good care of her mother. she was fully aware that she is in a condition where she has no other parents but her mother.
ever since then, she did her duty understand her condition and owned up her situation.
you may ask who might this little girl be? she's me. surprise, surprise!
i lost my dad to a sudden cardiac arrest when i was 2 months away from my b'day. though it's been 12 years i do still miss him and cry my self to bed some times remembering that short time we had together. if i could turn back time or even go back to that night i would do every thing in my power to stop my dad from going to that training. i hate my self for not putting much effort back then to stop him from going. but like every thing that had happen, GOD did this for a reason. so even in that short time i would treasure it like it worth more then my life.
But that evening was different, even the atmosphere was different. the happiness was odd in a way. but what would a 5 year old could possibly know? she would think that fairy tale book can be brought into the church just cause she dab her finger in to the holy water n sign her book cover with a cross ans she would think that she'll have her parents together with her 4ever...
Reaching home, around 6pm she was her parents main priority. she was first bathe and fed b4 her parents bathe them selves. maybe u call it instinct or even premonition or what ever u would call it.
But the main point is the little girl felt something was not right. due to her age she's not mature enough to recognize that feeling so instead of saying it out loud, she behave badly sabahan say 'batabiat' she didn't want her mum to dress her. all she wanted was her daddy. patiently her dad dress her. then her dad change his clothing and told his wife that he's going back to their office cause he have a badminton training that he had promised his friends to go through with.
His wife forbid him to go especially when he was getting down with a fever earlier that day. while the little girl still continue pasturing her dad wanting him with her through the night. in other words she's very clingy to her dad that night. but still her dad went away.
Normally for every other school night, her mother never let her stay up past 9pm but that day was again different. cause the moment her dad steps out of the house earlier that evening, the house was surprisingly feels empty. around 10pm, their neighbor's son which is also the little girl's cousin, knock the door.
Feeling almost relief, the little girl rush to the door saying YAY, DADDY'S HOME!!! but with utter disappointment, all she sees was her cousin. Her cousin was asking for the little girl's mother. so she ran and get her. still clinging to her mother, her cousin broke the news saying "Aunty, Uncle is in the hospital. My dad is waiting for you in the front porch to take you and mama (the little girl's grandmother) to the hospital"
The little girl's mother rush to the living room waking up her mother and her sister-in-law telling them what had happen. the little girl wanted to follow her mother to the hospital but her mother didn't allow her instead, her mother ask her sister-in-law to take good care of her daughter 4 her in her absence. the little girl was puzzled wondering where could her mother be going in the darkest of night with out her father and why hadn't her daddy come back yet. tired of waiting, for both her parents to come home, she slept in her aunt's room with the light on.
few minutes past midnight the little girl was abruptly awaken cause someone shoke her body like a maracas. in a total confusion, she woke up seeing her mother with a damp eyes and gathering up all the courage that she had to tell her unknowingly little girl that her daddy has passed. so her mother say to her, "YOUR DADDY'S GONE, HE'S WITH JESUS NOW IN HEAVEN". she didn't understand what her mother said then. from her aunt's room, she can hear people talking in the living room. still in a sleepy daze, she got off her bed and went straight for the living room there she sees her daddy lying down in the middle of the living room in front of a lot of people. her basics reflexes was, "daddy wake up, why are u sleeping here in front of these people? come lets get into the bedroom with mommy and get a proper rest. i've been waiting for you all night what's taking you so long to come home?" but yet her father did not move a muscle. the little girl literally broke each and every one of the villagers' heart that was there that night.
still confuse, she went to her mother who was holding her self up just to make sure she did not break down in front of every one especially her daughter. the little girl ask her mother, "MOMMY WHY ISN'T DADDY WAKING UP?" the only thing her mother could answer her was "DADDY IS VERY TIRED. LET HIM SLEEP THERE IT'S OK."
3 days later...
it was friday morning when her father was to be burried in the comunity cemetery. the little girl, her mother, her uncle, and her 2 grandmothers went into the hearse while the others followed the hearse from behind. before the hearse made it's move, the little girl wispered to her daddy saying, "DADDY DON'T WORRY I'M GONNA MAKE SURE THAT U REACH YOUR NEW HOUSE SAFELY DON'T BE AFRAID. I'M NOT CAUSE I'M YOUR BIG GIRL".
so they went for a ride around her father's favourite spot such as his work place, his car workshop, and around the village. they also scattered some fake money along the way.
right b4 afternoon her dad's body was safely burried and they all went home.
the vilagers thought that the little girl wouldn't understand the situation and the condition that she was in. in fact just as soon as she said those words in the hearse earlier that day, she already knew what's her duty, condition and situation. now that she was fatherless, her duty was to protect and take good care of her mother. she was fully aware that she is in a condition where she has no other parents but her mother.
ever since then, she did her duty understand her condition and owned up her situation.
you may ask who might this little girl be? she's me. surprise, surprise!
i lost my dad to a sudden cardiac arrest when i was 2 months away from my b'day. though it's been 12 years i do still miss him and cry my self to bed some times remembering that short time we had together. if i could turn back time or even go back to that night i would do every thing in my power to stop my dad from going to that training. i hate my self for not putting much effort back then to stop him from going. but like every thing that had happen, GOD did this for a reason. so even in that short time i would treasure it like it worth more then my life.
Monday, April 18, 2011
What is the worth of a woman to you?
ok seperti tajuk blog sya ni kali, what's a woman tu you? kenapa sya mau tanya? pasal hati sya gatal sangat mau tanya... korang anggap pompuan ni apa ya?
A. kawan
B. Kekasih
C. Isteri
D. Ibu korang
E. Ibu kpd anak2 korang
F. semua d atas.
G. mesin buat anak jer? bila anak buat hal korang salahkan pompuan jer?
H. Sex toy??
ok masa untuk menembak jawapan....
Dan apa pendapat korang tentang pilihan jawapan G? komen sikit
fire, fire, fire!!!
A. kawan
B. Kekasih
C. Isteri
D. Ibu korang
E. Ibu kpd anak2 korang
F. semua d atas.
G. mesin buat anak jer? bila anak buat hal korang salahkan pompuan jer?
H. Sex toy??
ok masa untuk menembak jawapan....
Dan apa pendapat korang tentang pilihan jawapan G? komen sikit
fire, fire, fire!!!
SUPER UPSET
I have few things I AM upset about...
1. i didnt manage to get what i should get today... just because they cant wait...
2. my concern are i might have few complication on getting them next week...
3. because i have no contact number n the fellowship members 1 pun sya nda kenal.
4. that RM5x2 might just be wasted cause i did not took the item today just cause they COULDNT WAIT!!! IF U PEOPLE COULDNT WAIT WHY EVEN BOTHER TO ASK ME TO PURCHASE THE FOLLOWING ITEM??? bagus nda payah!!! YISH!!!
5. i know u people told be to handle thing at my own term but i think u guys are forgetting 1 tini-tiny detail fck!!! did u forgotten that u are the once who are going to pay my collage expenses? u had made me used to the I-decide-for-u-n-ur-future-4-u term. so when u ask me to handle tings on my own i became incapable... who's fault is that?
6. U BUILD me to be a perfectionist!!! and the reason why i dont say thing that may concern my collage application is cause i had think 20 times (literally) to either ask u to get it done for me or not... SUCH AS --> i need few copy of my face in passport size picx for my application form.. should i say it rite to ur face? NO!!! why because i fear/respect u guys more then any thing...
7. i'm upset cause i had been a jerk-friend to my friend... i should have given her soothing words when she broke the news to me but instead i dug up all his mistakes as if he never made her happy before... dear friend u know who u are i'm truely sorry... like i say i was not my self when u n i exchanged sms' with u... those things on top is thee reason y i acted like a jerk ass.. sorry...
Friday, April 15, 2011
BULAN 4 NI KAN....
Actually i purposely wanna talk bout the month of APRIL... anyway in 15 days, 16 hours 51 minutes i will officially be turning 18. People say the month of april is the month of bad luck cause in Chinese character the number 4 is also similar to the word DIE... how ever the month of april for me is a very lucky month especially if my b'day fell on friday. cause u know why??? cause on the day i was born is the end of april . there fore i am consider as the closure of all bad luck... anyway, thats all u need to know... write again soon... seriously literally...
Thursday, April 14, 2011
I'm Marrying My BFF
I'm marrying my bff... he's handsome, he's cute and his my total opposite which attract me so much just like a magnet of different poles... and most important, I LOVE HIM...
HAHAHA.... just kidding... i'm not marrying my bff n not any time soon... this title is just to catch your eyes so here is just a thought to end my day b4 crashing in... any way i remembered this quotes from a movie to be precise from the VALENTINE'S DAY movie...
Guy A: How do u deal with all the craziness in that house?
Guy B: It's simple. I married my best friend.
honestly does that really happen? wouldn't it be awkward? any way it's yours to think and here's a song for u to listen to while figuring out...
regards,
Nyx.
HAHAHA.... just kidding... i'm not marrying my bff n not any time soon... this title is just to catch your eyes so here is just a thought to end my day b4 crashing in... any way i remembered this quotes from a movie to be precise from the VALENTINE'S DAY movie...
Guy A: How do u deal with all the craziness in that house?
Guy B: It's simple. I married my best friend.
honestly does that really happen? wouldn't it be awkward? any way it's yours to think and here's a song for u to listen to while figuring out...
regards,
Nyx.
Tuesday, April 12, 2011
song of the day: IF I DIE YOUNG
If I die young bury me in satin
Lay me down on a bed of roses
Sink me in the river at dawn
Send me away with the words of a love song
uh oh uh oh
Lord make me a rainbow, I’ll shine down on my mother
She'll know I’m safe with you when she stands under my colors, oh and
Life ain't always what you think it ought to be, no
ain't even grey, but she buries her baby
The sharp knife of a short life, well
I’ve had just enough time
If I die young bury me in satin
Lay me down on a bed of roses
Sink me in the river at dawn
Send me away with the words of a love song
The sharp knife of a short life, well
I’ve had just enough time
And I’ll be wearing white when I come into your kingdom
I’m as green as the ring on my little cold finger
I’ve never known the lovin' of a man
But it sure felt nice when he was holding my hand
There’s a boy here in town says he’ll love me forever
Who would have thought forever could be severed by
The sharp knife of a short life, well
I’ve had just enough time
So put on your best boys and I’ll wear my pearls
What I never did is done
A penny for my thoughts, oh no I’ll sell them for a dollar
They're worth so much more after I’m a goner
And maybe then you’ll hear the words I've been singin’
Funny when you're dead how people start listenin’
If I die young bury me in satin
Lay me down on a bed of roses
Sink me in the river at dawn
Send me away with the words of a love song
oh oh
The ballad of a dove
Go with peace and love
Gather up your tears; keep them in your pocket
Save them for a time when you're really gonna need them oh
The sharp knife of a short life, well
I’ve had just enough time
So put on your best boys and I’ll wear my pearls
PAID IN FULL WITH A GLASS OF MILK
One day, a poor boy who was selling goods from door to door to pay his way through school, found he had only one thin dime left, and he was hungry. He decided he would ask for a meal at the next house. However, he lost his nerve when a lovely young woman opened the door. Instead of a meal he asked for a drink of water.
She thought he looked hungry so brought him a large glass of milk. He drank it slowly, and then asked, “How much do I owe you?” “You don’t owe me anything,” she replied. “Mother has taught us never to accept pay for a kindness.” He said, “Then I thank you from my heart.”
As Howard Kelly left that house, he not only felt stronger physically, but his faith in God and man was strong also. He had been ready to give up and quit.
Year’s later that young woman became critically ill. The local doctors were baffled. They finally sent her to the big city, where they called in specialists to study her rare disease. Dr. Howard Kelly was called in for the consultation. When he heard the name of the town she came from, a strange light filled his eyes. Immediately he rose and went down the hall of the hospital to her room. Dressed in his doctor’s gown he went in to see her. He recognized her at once. He went back to the consultation room determined to do his best to save her life. From that day he gave special attention to the case.
After a long struggle, the battle was won. Dr. Kelly requested the business office to pass the final bill to him for approval. He looked at it, then wrote something on the edge and the bill was sent to her room. She feared to open it, for she was sure it would take the rest of her life to pay for it all. Finally she looked, and something caught her attention on the side of the bill. She began to read the following words:
“Paid in full with one glass of milk”
Signed,
Dr. Howard Kelly.
Monday, April 11, 2011
A Box Full Of Kisses
A man punished his 3-year-old daughter for wasting a roll of gold wrapping paper.
Money was tight and he became infuriated when the child tried to decorate a box to put under the Christmas tree. Nevertheless, the little girl brought the gift to her father the next morning and said, “This is for you, Daddy.”
The man was embarrassed by his earlier overreaction, but his anger flared again when he found out the box was empty.
He yelled at her, stating, “Don’t you know, when you give someone a present, there is supposed to be something inside? The little girl looked up at him with tears in her eyes and cried, “Oh, Daddy, it’s not empty at all. I blew kisses into the box. They’re all for you, Daddy.”
The father was crushed. He put his arms around his little girl, and he begged for her forgiveness.
Only a short time later, an accident took the life of the child. It is also told that her father kept that gold box by his bed for many years and, whenever he was discouraged, he would take out an imaginary kiss and remember the love of the child who had put it there.
Money was tight and he became infuriated when the child tried to decorate a box to put under the Christmas tree. Nevertheless, the little girl brought the gift to her father the next morning and said, “This is for you, Daddy.”
The man was embarrassed by his earlier overreaction, but his anger flared again when he found out the box was empty.
He yelled at her, stating, “Don’t you know, when you give someone a present, there is supposed to be something inside? The little girl looked up at him with tears in her eyes and cried, “Oh, Daddy, it’s not empty at all. I blew kisses into the box. They’re all for you, Daddy.”
The father was crushed. He put his arms around his little girl, and he begged for her forgiveness.
Only a short time later, an accident took the life of the child. It is also told that her father kept that gold box by his bed for many years and, whenever he was discouraged, he would take out an imaginary kiss and remember the love of the child who had put it there.
TO ALL MY PRECIOUS V GIRLS... N BOYS TOO... ^_^
Ok it's been ages since i typed in new entry... regarding my topic today, actually i've been meaning to post this entry since a week ago but i fell through it in the middle of intense typing so since then this hanging entry had been stuck in my edit post tab for at least a week... any how regarding my blog title, i actually am quoting from my friends's blog but with my own twist... ^_^
15 years old, Delia is a girl who lives in a neighborhood where almost 85% of the girls and boys of her age has already lost their virginity. At school she's constantly being teased by her peers just because she's a virgin. One fateful afternoon while having lunch at her school's cafeteria, she just had enough of all the teasing and the mocking and as we expected she snapped!
but she didn't shout but like all properly educated young lady, she went to the podium and spoke with a stern and sinister tone.
Delia: Look, you people had to just stop all this teasing and mocking. I know you are not gonna stop even after this but let me just tell you this. you can tease and mock me all you want and gloat bout how amazing it is to have sex. just because most of u had already lost your virginity doesnt meant that every other virgin girl or boy had to make them self un-virgin. honestly i can be like you for all that i care of BUT you CANNOT be like me ever again even if u injected your genital area with BOTOX to make it tight again as if u never had sex before. you know when you people say that i'm a loser but remember when 1 finger point at me 4 are pointing back at u so it makes you 4 times the loser then i am.
the moral of the story, appreciate your virginity and respect your body especially if u are a church goer and a God fearing person, there's a verse that say "your body is the temple to HIS holy spirit therefore respect and honour your body".
the reason i wrote this entry is actually been inspired by a recent events which is Purity Ring Campaign by Church of the Divine Mercy, Shah Alam, Selangor. As expected i did purchase the ring actually i purchased 2 ring one is for my... herm.. (clearing throat) no need to know... but like Delia, i have never done IT but honestly i do have urges but as my uncle say it's all in your head either to go all the way or to wait.. and i decided to wait cause after what happen to my BFF/soul sister who got pregnant by some one who i do think she know, it's like a wake up call.
this purity ring is a pledge ring where as you promise to be abstinent of doing any form of sex or intention of sex before marriage. this ring can only be replaced by a wedding ring not a proposal ring! or holy order ring which is a ring u get if u decided to become a priest or a nun. how ever a ring is just a symbol the only thing that counts is either to honour that pledge or just hide behind the ring's name but still do sex. like i said just now it's all up to you.
Lots of love,
Nyx@Serenity. M
15 years old, Delia is a girl who lives in a neighborhood where almost 85% of the girls and boys of her age has already lost their virginity. At school she's constantly being teased by her peers just because she's a virgin. One fateful afternoon while having lunch at her school's cafeteria, she just had enough of all the teasing and the mocking and as we expected she snapped!
but she didn't shout but like all properly educated young lady, she went to the podium and spoke with a stern and sinister tone.
Delia: Look, you people had to just stop all this teasing and mocking. I know you are not gonna stop even after this but let me just tell you this. you can tease and mock me all you want and gloat bout how amazing it is to have sex. just because most of u had already lost your virginity doesnt meant that every other virgin girl or boy had to make them self un-virgin. honestly i can be like you for all that i care of BUT you CANNOT be like me ever again even if u injected your genital area with BOTOX to make it tight again as if u never had sex before. you know when you people say that i'm a loser but remember when 1 finger point at me 4 are pointing back at u so it makes you 4 times the loser then i am.
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| your body is the temple of HIS HOLY SPIRIT therefore respect and honour your body as you honour HIM |
the moral of the story, appreciate your virginity and respect your body especially if u are a church goer and a God fearing person, there's a verse that say "your body is the temple to HIS holy spirit therefore respect and honour your body".
the reason i wrote this entry is actually been inspired by a recent events which is Purity Ring Campaign by Church of the Divine Mercy, Shah Alam, Selangor. As expected i did purchase the ring actually i purchased 2 ring one is for my... herm.. (clearing throat) no need to know... but like Delia, i have never done IT but honestly i do have urges but as my uncle say it's all in your head either to go all the way or to wait.. and i decided to wait cause after what happen to my BFF/soul sister who got pregnant by some one who i do think she know, it's like a wake up call.
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| PURITY RING - a pledge taken to be abstinent until the day u get married |
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| dove as the symbol of the holy spirit |
this purity ring is a pledge ring where as you promise to be abstinent of doing any form of sex or intention of sex before marriage. this ring can only be replaced by a wedding ring not a proposal ring! or holy order ring which is a ring u get if u decided to become a priest or a nun. how ever a ring is just a symbol the only thing that counts is either to honour that pledge or just hide behind the ring's name but still do sex. like i said just now it's all up to you.
Lots of love,
Nyx@Serenity. M
Friday, April 8, 2011
USD 100 / HOUR
A man came home from work late, tired and irritated, to find his 5-year old son waiting for him at the door.
SON: "Daddy, may I ask you a question?"
DAD: "Yeah sure, what is it?" replied the man.
SON: "Daddy, how much do you make an hour?"
DAD: "That's none of your business. Why do you ask such a thing?" the man said angrily.
SON: "I just want to know. Please tell me, how much do you make an hour?"
DAD: "If you must know, I make USD 100 an hour."
SON: "Oh," the little boy replied, with his head down.
SON: "Daddy, may I please borrow USD 50?"
The father was furious, "If the only reason you asked that is so you can borrow some money to buy a silly toy or some other nonsense, then you march yourself straight to your room and go to bed. Think about why you are being so selfish. I work hard everyday for such this childish behavior."
The little boy quietly went to his room and shut the door.
The man sat down and started to get even angrier about the little boy's questions. How dare he ask such questions only to get some money?
After about an hour or so, the man had calmed down, and started to think: Maybe there was something he really needed to buy with that USD 50 and he really didn't ask for money very often. The man went to the door of the little boy's room and opened the door.
"Are you asleep, son?" He asked.
"No daddy, I'm awake," replied the boy.
"I've been thinking, maybe I was too hard on you earlier" said the man.
"It's been a long day and I took out my aggravation on you. Here's the USD 50 you asked for."
The little boy sat straight up, smiling. "Oh, thank you daddy!" He yelled.
Then, reaching under his pillow he pulled out some crumpled up bills.
The man saw that the boy already had money, started to get angry again. The little boy slowly counted out his money, and then looked up at his father.
"Why do you want more money if you already have some?" the father grumbled.
"Because I didn't have enough, but now I do," the little boy replied.
"Daddy, I have USD 100 now. Can I buy an hour of your time?
Please come home early tomorrow. I would like to have dinner with you."
The father was crushed. He put his arms around his little son, and he begged for his forgiveness.
SON: "Daddy, may I ask you a question?"
DAD: "Yeah sure, what is it?" replied the man.
SON: "Daddy, how much do you make an hour?"
DAD: "That's none of your business. Why do you ask such a thing?" the man said angrily.
SON: "I just want to know. Please tell me, how much do you make an hour?"
DAD: "If you must know, I make USD 100 an hour."
SON: "Oh," the little boy replied, with his head down.
SON: "Daddy, may I please borrow USD 50?"
The father was furious, "If the only reason you asked that is so you can borrow some money to buy a silly toy or some other nonsense, then you march yourself straight to your room and go to bed. Think about why you are being so selfish. I work hard everyday for such this childish behavior."
The little boy quietly went to his room and shut the door.
The man sat down and started to get even angrier about the little boy's questions. How dare he ask such questions only to get some money?
After about an hour or so, the man had calmed down, and started to think: Maybe there was something he really needed to buy with that USD 50 and he really didn't ask for money very often. The man went to the door of the little boy's room and opened the door.
"Are you asleep, son?" He asked.
"No daddy, I'm awake," replied the boy.
"I've been thinking, maybe I was too hard on you earlier" said the man.
"It's been a long day and I took out my aggravation on you. Here's the USD 50 you asked for."
The little boy sat straight up, smiling. "Oh, thank you daddy!" He yelled.
Then, reaching under his pillow he pulled out some crumpled up bills.
The man saw that the boy already had money, started to get angry again. The little boy slowly counted out his money, and then looked up at his father.
"Why do you want more money if you already have some?" the father grumbled.
"Because I didn't have enough, but now I do," the little boy replied.
"Daddy, I have USD 100 now. Can I buy an hour of your time?
Please come home early tomorrow. I would like to have dinner with you."
The father was crushed. He put his arms around his little son, and he begged for his forgiveness.
Wednesday, April 6, 2011
taking a few step back...
if u close ur eyes and let ur self think just for a moment.. all the things that you thought had fall apart will come back together as whole again... just as you letting our self to take a step back n re-evaluate every thing that we had accomplished and fail... was it worth the hard work or was it just another hardly-working moments?
so take a step back, breathe, and think with clear mind... n every thing will fall into places...
so take a step back, breathe, and think with clear mind... n every thing will fall into places...
Saturday, April 2, 2011
Kurus kan Body....
kenapa klu orang yg memulakan program melangsingkan body ni lepas 1 bulan masih lagi bertahan? mengikut pengalaman sya la kan ni d sebabkan beberapa benda...
1. rasa bersalah sebab macam tipu diri sendiri bila rutin exercise x d penuhi...
2. takut badan jadi gelen simpanan lemak lagi...
3. ketagih dengan alat penimbang yg menunjukkan penurunan berat badan walau pun 1 kg 1 minggu tetap pencapaian...
4. takut mati awal...
5. bila makan rasa cam bersalah so perlu exercise sekurang2 nya 1 jam 1 hari... cam sya, i have to exercise 30min in the morning n 30min in the evening...
ok orang slalu cari alasan cam mana nak exercise klu teda gadget...BULL-SHIT!!! klu teda gadget peduli apa... dlm rumah hampir semua benda korang bleh guna utk keep fit... CONTOH2-NYA
1. tangga or leveler: a) tangga korang buat lar 2-3 set turun naik. 1 set = 1x turun + 1x naik.
b) leveler plak korang buat 20 set. 1 set = 20x turun+naik leveler. klu teda leveler pun nda apa pakai kerusi yg tinggi dia kira2 separuh tinggi betis kamu pun boleh pakai tapi pastikan ada org tolong pegang kerusi kamu...
2. Botol air 500ml... korang amik botol tu isi la dengan air or batu or pasir bergantung dengan cam mana berat korang nak pastikan penuh n padat. patu korang jadikan botol tu dum-bell... buat la 20 set. 1set= 1x naik + 1x turun...
3. adik beradik korang pun bleh pakai tau... cam mana? ok minta tolong pegang kaki korang then korang buat lar SIT-UP kira2 20 set... 1 set= 1 baring + 1 bangun...
4. laptop + internet = youtube + Paul Eugene = In house aerobic dance... nak yg berkesan? cari HI-LO aerobic dance.
5. dinding / Lantai: klu korang x suka buat push up kat lantai bleh guna dinding... caranya korang jarak kan kaki korang 1 pembaris panjang, pastu korang tau tak tin-ting? klu tau kasi tinting tu kaki kamu then kamu buat la push up cam biasa cuma dlm keadaan berdiri... can2 la 20 set juga...
ok ni jak tips work out d rumah yg korang bleh buat... klu korang berani cakap sya cuma tau cakap jer... PLS ok sya buat benda2 ni ok dlm 1 minggu percubaan sya dapat hilang kan 3 kg... n tiap2 hujung minggu seterusnya sya akan dpt hilangkan 1.5 kg se-minggu... so pls sayangi la diri korang n turun kan la berat badan tu sebelum terlambat...
1. rasa bersalah sebab macam tipu diri sendiri bila rutin exercise x d penuhi...
2. takut badan jadi gelen simpanan lemak lagi...
3. ketagih dengan alat penimbang yg menunjukkan penurunan berat badan walau pun 1 kg 1 minggu tetap pencapaian...
4. takut mati awal...
5. bila makan rasa cam bersalah so perlu exercise sekurang2 nya 1 jam 1 hari... cam sya, i have to exercise 30min in the morning n 30min in the evening...
ok orang slalu cari alasan cam mana nak exercise klu teda gadget...BULL-SHIT!!! klu teda gadget peduli apa... dlm rumah hampir semua benda korang bleh guna utk keep fit... CONTOH2-NYA
1. tangga or leveler: a) tangga korang buat lar 2-3 set turun naik. 1 set = 1x turun + 1x naik.
b) leveler plak korang buat 20 set. 1 set = 20x turun+naik leveler. klu teda leveler pun nda apa pakai kerusi yg tinggi dia kira2 separuh tinggi betis kamu pun boleh pakai tapi pastikan ada org tolong pegang kerusi kamu...
2. Botol air 500ml... korang amik botol tu isi la dengan air or batu or pasir bergantung dengan cam mana berat korang nak pastikan penuh n padat. patu korang jadikan botol tu dum-bell... buat la 20 set. 1set= 1x naik + 1x turun...
3. adik beradik korang pun bleh pakai tau... cam mana? ok minta tolong pegang kaki korang then korang buat lar SIT-UP kira2 20 set... 1 set= 1 baring + 1 bangun...
4. laptop + internet = youtube + Paul Eugene = In house aerobic dance... nak yg berkesan? cari HI-LO aerobic dance.
5. dinding / Lantai: klu korang x suka buat push up kat lantai bleh guna dinding... caranya korang jarak kan kaki korang 1 pembaris panjang, pastu korang tau tak tin-ting? klu tau kasi tinting tu kaki kamu then kamu buat la push up cam biasa cuma dlm keadaan berdiri... can2 la 20 set juga...
ok ni jak tips work out d rumah yg korang bleh buat... klu korang berani cakap sya cuma tau cakap jer... PLS ok sya buat benda2 ni ok dlm 1 minggu percubaan sya dapat hilang kan 3 kg... n tiap2 hujung minggu seterusnya sya akan dpt hilangkan 1.5 kg se-minggu... so pls sayangi la diri korang n turun kan la berat badan tu sebelum terlambat...
23/59
before the clock strikes 0000 hours on my 24 hours format digital watch, i'd just like to say happy first april ... my 18 b'day is offcially 29 days from now so i'll be expecting lots of b'day wishes on the 30th... other then that... noting...
12.05 2/4/11
28 days more... ^_^
12.05 2/4/11
28 days more... ^_^
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